Life how it should be

Nothing has happened this past week accept that my hands are aching..they are killing me to be exact! Couldn't sleep last night because they were shaking and I had no feeling in them, I literally couldn't pick up my phone.. Well enough with my whining good things to come! Like for example I just joined a dance school :) wuuupiiiduuu! My good friend Anneli was kind enough to bring me with her to one of her dance classes and I was hooked! I fell in love. I had never felt soooo out of place in my entire life but it was a hell of a dance class! I had danced before as a kind, I was even believe it or not a cheer leader but I got board and begun with music instead. But I always wanted to learn some cool dance moves like hiphop and finally I got the chance to do so. So get ready y'all because in couple of months I'll be rocking the dance floor in Olivers' in ( we can pretend anyways) ;D The second thing is that my lovely big sister is coming soon! In August to be exact and guess what!!? so is my crazy brother-in-law! Japp the one that hits me, suffocated me with a madras, throws me on the ground, calls me Canadian bastard (why is that you may wonder well let me tell you why, because I cheered at the wrong team when it was ice-hockey world cup! As you all know USA lost against Canada and I couldn't help myself but to send him a message that said loooooser with uppercase.) Jepp THE brother-in-law! But don't get me wrong I love him! I couldn't ask for a better brother-in-law in the whole world! I never have so much fun then when I'm being hit, humiliated and called names then when I with him! love ya bro!As I was saying they are coming really soon and when they come we are going to LONDON baby! Always wanted to visit LOndon and now I'm gonna do so.. can't wait! But the journey doesn't end there, no sir! Afterwards we are headed to Austria and if we have time and energy we are going to Bosnia for couple of days... Soo now I'm working my ass off to save some money and get the hell out of here! So long all my pretty readers!

A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?

Crazy or not, why don't you get to know me a little better? I don't know who is reading this, or if someone is reading this at all.. reading or not you'll be able to know me, and nothing but me. Well let's start of with something simple like my background. Born in Yugoslavia a country that doesn't exist anymore.. cool hu? Now we call it Bosnia and Herzegovina. Born in Prijedor, hometown is Kozarac. Lived 2 years in Kozarac and then war broke out. Moved to Finland and so far I have lived here for 17 years (wow can't believe it's that long). Now I study to become a teacher and loving every bit of it! Done with the boring stuff.. Someone once told me that if someone asks you how old you are, you should respond by saying; I'm 17 and crazy.. so there you have it I'm 17 and crazy even if it's not entirely true. I'm not 17 but I am crazy :) As a kid I looked up to my sisters and I still do but I always "needed" to be different. When my sister for example played instruments like the violin, the clarinet I chose the saxophone. Oh I remembered my moms and dads face when I told them that I was going do play the saxophone. My dad asked me probably 5 times if I was sure about the choice and of course I was! Still don't regret my choice! My passion is music and art. I draw a lot and done it as long as I can remember but started doing it more frequently after my dad died. Mom thought it was a good way to move on and forget. I always found art as an escape from reality that's when I literally don't give a shit about nothing or no one. There is no wrong or right way in art if you ask me. You might as well draw a line or dot on a huge canvas and it could look interesting and beautiful. You don't have to understand it you just have to enjoy it. Now music, I believe that there is no one who doesn't enjoy music! Well I'm no different from the rest of the crowd. I sing along and I'll start dancing. I put music on when I'm sad or happy. It puts a smile on my face and I couldn't live without it. In my religion we can't listen to music for 30 days after someone has died. It's kind of a respect thing a way of showing that your mourning. So after my dad died I wasn't allowed to listen to any music. I broke that rule! I need my music, without it I can't heal and I think that dad understand-ed that. I hate chocolate or I don't hate it but I don't eat it.. I was actually allergic to chocolate when I was little so I didn't create an addiction. My sister on the other hand is an addict! I was always a rebel as a kid but I'll leave it there. I watch a lot of movies and I get so focused watching them that I kind of shut everything around me. If you are trying to talk to me while I watch something that got my attention I probably won't hear you. It's like when the dudes watch sports :D I have a complex mind or so I call my crazy head because I have the strangest questions and reflections popping time to time. Call me crazy, insane or whatever but any man who reads too much and uses his own brain too little falls into lazy habits of thinking. I like to believe that I hate politics but still talk about it. I have one wish in my life and that is that I'll travel as much as possible and to many different country's. I make funny noises when I'm bored. I love animals, as a kid i always had to stop and touch every animal that passed me. I hate spiders!!! I'm pretty much quiet and don't say much sometimes, that's not because I'm not interested I just don't have nothing to say, I prefer listening. I hate people who pretend to like you or stay in touch with you just because they want something from you... I'm not stupid I know what your attentions are. Family is everything to me, without them I wouldn't have achieved so much in my life. I'm a very nice person, I love to help but if you make me really mad like really really mad you wouldn't like to be near me because I can blow. Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex... It takes a touch of genius - and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction. With that said I'm gonna stop talking about my boring ways. This is just a little bit of me and some may like me and some don't and that's the way it should be.. over and out!

Conversations at work

Well today I started a new job.. I used to work at a kindergarten but now I work with cucumbers. I put them in boxes so the boss can sell them to different buyers and stores for example... Trust me it may sound like it's simple but it isn't.. It's heavy and you have to be fast because they don't stop coming. The job is very boring because you do the same shit over and over again so that's why it's fun to have someone to talk to (but just sometimes) ;) Mirsada, a friend of mine which I've known since kindergarten works with me. And today we had an interesting conversation.. or Mirsada felt like talking but me? Not so much. Mirsada; Amra do you know how many calories we burn by doing this every day? Me; No, how many? Mirsada; a lot! I thought she would give me a number but lets face it we aren't that interested in numbers unless we talk about money ;)
Mirsada; Amra do you know that I have no life? I go to work, and work for 12 hours, come home, eat and go to bed. And that's pretty much how it's every day. Me; bummer.. Mirsada; Amra...(this is were I stopped listening)Mirsada; Amra... AMRA!!! ( still not listening.) That's when she hit me with a freaking cucumber that little sneaky bastard! It wasn't enough that my whole body was aching, no she just had to do it! Danke Mirsada! lot's of love to ya (bastard)! :D

Now I can die happy!

Ruisrock was the shit baby! Not did I only spend time with my friends but enjoyed the best music the world has to offer! It all started as a joke one night in Olivers' in... Olivers' in - where all the stupid ideas take form. Myself, Marie and Linda came up with this crazy plan that we should take a road trip down to Turku where the festival would take place and rock all day/night long. Well let me tell ya that I'm glad this plan of ours became reality because that one day was the best day of my life .. so far. So Marie picked me up in Närpes and then we continued the 3 hour long journey to Turku. We picked up Razze-boy and Linda and then continued to the festival. I have a very small bladder so on our way to the festival I really needed to go to the toilet... That's when I really wished that I was a damn boy! Really think about it, you standing and peeing, behind a bush, nobody is looking funny, absolutely heaven if you ask me! But thank you god for the outside toilets! Not a fresh solution but what's a girl to do? Well we finally came to the festival after a very long walk. We sat down and chilled for a while, and met some familiar faces. When we decided that it was time to go in we went straight away to the stand where they sell t-shirt. Got myself a XL- Rise Against t-shirt ( the only one they had left) and a green cool NOFX t-shirt. Razze- boy bought himself a pink hat which matched his red/ pale skin but he ended up losing it thou.. to bad! Before Raise Against was about to start we first watched Arch Enemy, damn that woman can sing/ scream whatever you call it! I had never seen or heard a woman like that. You go girl! Then the big moment we all been waiting for, Rise Against! I've forgot all the lyrics and I didn't even know what song they were playing, thats how lost I was, thats how stupefaction-ed I was by the performance. They were all I imagined and soooo much more! NOFX was next, and like Razze -boy said, they do know how to put up a show... They were talking/ joking with the audience, cursed like never before and I actually loved there performance! We were there for a good 45 minutes and went back to the stage where Rise Against played. This time it was Billy Talent time! Ben (the lead singer) was amazing, he has the coolest voice and funny as hell! First of all he said; You always give me reason to love Finland more and more! your beer tastes great! You have the most beautiful women in the world but! You suck in ice-hockey! But the most important thing is that you've beaten Sweden! The crowd went crazy! Shit! Just had a awesome time, the music can't be described.. Now we couldn't miss the prince of darkness mr. Ozzy Ozbourne himself! We just had to make sure he was alive and if he would collapse on stage and die we where there, we saw it, we experienced it.. but no he didn't. But now I can say that I saw him.. incredible! Words can't describe my night! They sure made my heart smile!
Me and Marie taking a break
Shy Linda

Razze-boy saying Hello!
Rzzes pink hatArch Enemy
Billy Talent

Billy Talent

NOFX
Rise Against

My cooking skills

So the other day I made bread. Or actually mom made it I was supposed to watch it, so that it wouldn't get burned... Let me tell you something, don't ever let me watch food! First of all I forget easily and that's what happened in this particular case. Second of all, I have a hard time deciding if it's finished or not soo that's why I leave it a bit longer than it should be. Well I forgot about the bread and it got burned. My excuse? Facebook and TV... there I said it I'm lazy.. Well thank god mom was at work! How did I fix the problem you may wonder? Well a clever girl like me always finds a solution :) I made new bread! And this time it didn't get burned BUT and that's a BIG BUT I forgot a very important ingredient... salt. Clever!? Not so much :D Now the bread tastes absolutely nothing. I would have gotten away with it too, if it wasn't for my blabbering sisters! Thanking you dearly! I was shocked when mom started laughing because when it comes to food and cleaning my mom is very precise. If it isn't the way she wants it to be she gets mad... Sometimes she reminds me of Gordon Ramsay, just waiting for you to make a wrong move and then curse the crap out of ya. I always find this very amusing and then comes the famous word. The words she says now and then; you find everything amusing!? My answer; hahahahahah :D
I love my mom there is never dull moments with her!
Well my cooking skills aren't the greatest. Me and my old roommate would joke about or cooking skills( we where both too lazy to make some food for us, so we just ate sandwiches). We started wondering about our future husbands..either they will love us so much that they would starve to death or they are clever enough to leave us :D But don't get me wrong I do "enjoy" cooking and I do know how to make some meals...but my way. :)

Alrighty then

First of all I had a hard time figuring this thing out! When it comes to computers and all that that comes with it.. I suck! I get frustrated when its not doing the way I want it to do :D But japp I've started this thing so called blog as well .. A lot of my friends write blogs and I thought that it would be a funny thing to try.. As you can see it's in English. The reason why, is that I have a lot of friends and family around the world, and not a lot of them understand Swedish or Bosnian. So to make it simple I decided that it will be in a language that most of the people I know,knows.
"WARNING" FOR ALL MY READERS; I'm a LOUSY WRITER! Don't accept anything brilliant! And please forgive me but I might use such words like; shit, bullshit, crap and so on, sorry but it's in my nature. I'll try to keep it clean as possible but I can't promise y'all nothing.. and yeah I'm a terrible speller.. so if ya see something that I've spelled wrong, don't be all touchy about it :D Whatever pops my head you would be able to read about it.. if it's interesting? well that's really up to you...